I woke up crying.
I hate me.

I swear, the next person who asks me if i'm okay is going to get a hard punch in their face. and i'm not even kidding.
Ofcourse i'm okay.
Totally fine.

I hope nothing jinxes this. Your voice, i dream about it, and it magics me.There may not be such a word, but how else can I put into parlance the way you make me feel?
I don't know or have a clue where this is taking me, but for now, i can't be bothered.
The future is too painful to think about, and the present is too sweet to give up.

You are my sunshine. The reason why I'm still going strong. You give me a reason to smile, a reason to cry, a reason to feel. The world is Greek to me, without you. I would spend every living moment of my life with you.

Stay with me?

I am in love with you, baby. Till the  very last breath.

Skies will bend down and guide me.

And no matter how far, i'll find my way to you

by following a rainbow. 

[FNIP]

First post with a new theme.
Ecommerce exam tomorrow.
back to books.
later.
=)

Spent the night at the hospital, after a long time. Last was when i was 6 or something.
I'm down with 103 degrees fever.
Typing is hard.
So is life.
Bitch.

One more kiss could be the best thing
Or one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
And you love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go.

You dream ahead to what you hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
And I know what I'm going through

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows what it's like.

you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
just let me go

You love me but you don't know me.
You love me but you can't really see
You love me, but you will never know
that
I'm so helpless but i'll never show.

N : I want a time-out.
D : Me too, let's go to Mauritius and bask in the sun
D : Or to Sri lanka and get some ayurvedic therapyness!
N : I want the chocolate.
D : You are #fail.
N : Teehee